Thoughts and Illusions

I tell you, I’m going to be completely stressed out by the end of this week. Seriously. Although the term is about to end in ten days time, the work load has never been easing. Gah. I might just end up slitting my wrist at the end of the day.

I’ve just been informed today that I will be playing for the Second House Cup football tournament tomorrow. I’m not really sure who are we playing against with but what I do sure is that I’m definitely going to kick some balls. This is probably going to be my last football match here at school, so I might as well push myself to the edge. Hell yeah. But then again, that means I will have to miss the Physics revision class for resits in January. Damn.

I absolutely have no idea what am I supposed to do next for my Physics investigation coursework. I have already collected the data. Lots of them. The hard bit was getting them into Excel and do the averaging part, which took ages because I have like 2000 rows of data - at least - for each run. How lunatic is that? Thank God, I’ve found a quick way to do the 1 hour work in just 5 minutes. That’s a massive relief for me. I still have the remaining days before the term ends to finish it off with a write-up. I’m still stuck though. Help?

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Yes, it’s all about you in the protected post and the reason why I kept it from you is because the content is so pathetic. I don’t want you to see me that way. I know how much you hated it. I’m sorry for the misunderstanding. I didn’t mean any of this to happen. It seems that I’ve been causing so many problems to everyone at the moment.

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I want to bring you all that is in my heart
I want to give you my everything
But I’ve failed you so many times
How can I stand here before you
When I begin to steal what only belongs to you
I am able to bring you nothing that isn’t already yours
I am so ashamed of what I ever called my own
Take what I have, take these broken remains
What can I give to you that you don’t already deserve
You laid down your life while I refused to give mine

As I Lay Dying - Behind Me Lies Another Fallen Soldier.

I’ve had two football matches for the past two days and both didn’t turn out to be good. My house had an annual game with the school staffs yesterday and we deliberately lost 2-0. I mean, come on. Both goals we conceded were as a result of the referee’s poor decisions. The first one was absolutely ridiculous. The ball was lobbed over the goalkeeper but he managed to catch it just outside the goal line. Yet the referee said it was in. The staffs even cheated by playing ten players in the first half while we only had nine. How crazy is that? The second goal was in the last few minutes of the second half. Yet again, it should have been disqualified because it was clearly a hand-ball. So unfortunate, weren’t we? I’ve had a few rough tackles especially on the last minute of the gameplay which results the pain on both of my wrists. Then, I had my evening classes 30 minutes after the game. To my surprise, I didn’t really feel that tired.

Today, it was the league game. Yet, we lost again by 5-4. I didn’t really perform well because the pitch isn’t that good. Too muddy for me and ground ball is merely unpredictable. I’ve had a few chances but the ball just couldn’t get to the back of the net. I kept on kicking the ball straight the goalkeeper. It was a good game, actually. Our house complains literally every decision the referee made against us. I find that was quite hilarious.

I’ve got to go watch Champions League now. It’s Liverpool against PSV! Well, I’m not worried because Liverpool is already through the next round. I just hope they will finish first in the table. All the best, guys.

Did you know that it’s pretty fatal eating a mentos then having a diet Coke right after? Apparently, it’s true. What happens is the carbon dioxide gas expands very rapidly when the two are mixed together, resulting in an eruption. The same thing happens if you mix mentos with soda as well. I’d love to make one some day. You can watch the experimental videos on YouTube or Google Video.

Well, speaking of soft drinks, Sprite tops my list and Coke comes second. Oh, how I love the lemon-lime taste in a chilled and refrigerated carbonated drink. I especially love the overwhelming “icy” sensation in the mouth as the fresh bubbling fluid makes its way down the throat. Cool, ain’t it? Yeah, but too bad soft drinks just taste as great as soon as you open the can - but not ten minutes later. On the other hand, how about sweets and candy? Well, definitely not mentos. I like the “Fruit Plus” brand with apple and grape flavours. They’re great. It’s definitely a-must-have in my room.

A quick post I’ve made about a week ago but didn’t really get to publish it. Oh, by the way, don’t forget to check out my ambigram gallery here. There’s a link to the page on the right-hand side column as well. I’ve added it about a week ago but no one seems to notice it, hence, why the advertisement is here.